It’s cloudy outside, almost fall and all I wanna do is stare at the wall.
Welcome to my latest character Procrastanita! She is a tough one to rid my deal of, in fact I don’t think it’s even possible to do so – I’ve just got to monitor her – if not the day will fly by and all I’ve done is post on Facebook! When I look back on my life the moments I regret the most were those that were over powered by Procrastanita – I KNOW that if I’d not let her take control of the situation I’d have accomplished way more and shown up for myself on so many different levels. That’s the downer side of Procrastanita she creeps in when we are full of doubt, she is the ultimate self sabotage character – ’cause her disguise comes with a crafty “You can get to that later”!
So here I am trying to write this blog and all I wanna do is sift through one of the new fall magazines on the desk next mine - Procrastanita’s dream afternoon.
Don’t get me wrong she comes in handy when I’m totally exhausted and need a PJ day, meaning I cuddle up with a great book, or glue myself to an E channel marathon of The Rachel Zoe Project or a Kardashian catch up – ’cause fo’sho these folks have a gang of characters that they aren’t even aware of. Speaking of which I just watched a recent marathon of the Rachel Zoe Project and I’m totally thinking that “Rog” her hubby needs a gig of his own, if I listen to him complain one more time about Oscar week and how he has to hear about dresses what the hell, he is on a show about style and fashion and his lady is paying da’bills y’all!
OMG – You see I just totally had a Procrastinita moment – she is my “get side tracked girl!”
This week I’m going through my book again editing – I’m hoping that I can finally clean it enough to send it off to NY, I’ve got a candle lit in my office, praying it will keep the flame of focus burning ’cause fo’sho I’m dreaming of drifting off into no mans productive land of shopping – Procrastanita’s 2nd most favorite adventure!
It’s such a fine line to walk in this life, taking our time and capturing the moment, fulfilling our goals and dreams and just plain zoning out!
So here I go trying to find my way back to the page in front of me…..
Peace & Pork Chop Grease….
